Busy As A Bee

Man...work has been killing me. These past few weeks it has been nothing but going to work, come home, eat, do more work, sleep and wake up the next day for work. My mind is killing me. I never knew the effect of what it really is to think all the time. I almost want to say that I'm stressed out, but I can't say that because I'm usually such a positive person that I don't even see that I'm stressed out. I really just try to keep myself busy so that I don't go thinking about work. I've recently went back to my old habits of hitting the gym again so I've been feeling good everytime I come home. So good that I even have a hard time sleeping which then affects me the next day at work. I tend to get by the day, but it's hard as hell though.
Anyhow...it's all good though.
I guess it doesn't help the stress when I have such shady friends. Wait...let me make it clear that it's not all my friends. Just a couple of bad eggs that spoiled the entire carton. Sux cuz they're about the 2 closest friends I have today. But I've learned that it's never hard to lose something...it's hard to have to learn to deal with it. I usually don't ever learn to deal with these problems. I've usually just cut the string and cut all ties...never having to deal with it. It's done good for me, but I think this time...it's harder to cut the ties. I'm sure I'll be able to, but this time, I'll do it with hesitation and disappointment in the way they have treated our friendship. I've always taken care of my friends...and I'm no fool to see that they haven't always taken care of me in return. So it's time to cut my losses and move on.

Media Gone Wild

I say blame the media for the fucked up society we have! The media is always reporting that blame should be placed on others, but I say it's time for them to shut the f--k up, bend over, and take it up the ass for why our society is so messed up. Have you noticed that there's nothing but bad and negative things on the news? It's been that way for years now! It seems that it's all we know of this world. Ppl adapt quickly to the environment, so when all the media is doing is focusing on negative things, it desensitizes the public. At the same time it makes us all so sensitive. Sensitive to everything cuz the media completely scrutinize every lil thing.
The media does nothing but lie. All for ratings cuz no story is really ever that interesting to tell. So to capture the audience they turn an argument b/w two ppl to two druken ppl creating a disturbance in the neighborhood. That's bull. And for the media to say that they are only giving ppl what the ppl want???...that's total bs too. They...themselves enjoy the drama they create cuz they know they will get high ratings. Sure...that's the name of the game, but at what cost? Look at our society. We have lil girls looking up to girls like Paris, Nicole, Lindsey, and Britney. Why should anybody look up to these rugrats? Lil girls do cuz that's all that they ever see everytime they turn on the TV and radio. If all the media were showing and talking about good girls...lil girls would want to be that way...simply cuz young ppl are so influencial. They'll be any way to get attention. And this is what the media has created. A frenzy of influencial ppl making up our society. We've all sunken so low that we would embarrass and humiliate ourselves for a few hundred dollars...even if that.
It's time the media stop blaming parents for the mistakes of their f--ked up child and start blaming themselves. Our society will only know and see what they report. They need to be more responsible and start being right by changing their ways...as a whole...as a community...to change our society. All we ever want to do is to push the limit on everything. Decades ago...seeing sex and violence on TV was nonexisting. Today...it has created an environment for our children to copy and to go act out these acts they see on TV. Sure...it's also the parents that needs to be involved...but again...we only see what the media is showing and talking about.
America really has gone south and really are below other societies. We are like the white trash of the world. We have no sense of morals anymore. It's sad cuz we really are no better than animals. We go chasing after anything that shines.
F--K THE MEDIA!

Game ? vs. Motley Blue

It was another great outting for our team and another great outting for me. I played two games today. After our game, I stayed back to help my friend's team, but they ended having enough players and the other team ended up being short, so I went to help out the other team. I think they were the Bad News Bears.
Well, back to my game with my team. It was also about the longest game we've played in a while. This one actually lasted 5 innings and not the usual 3. At one point, the game was quite close...15-11 with us leading. But that lead would explode in the 5th. We emptied our bench scoring at least 10 more runs before the game was called due to time. Scott nailed in another homer...this one went for a 2-run homer. I continued to get on base every time at bat. I was 3 for 3. Once again, I was at the bottom of the line up missing one girl so once again I had to run the complete base. I was eventually tagged out at 3rd, but I got there rather quickly. I even surprised myself.
In the second game, the original team I was suppose to help out kicked me out cuz they already had enough player so I went to help the other team. It would have been nice to have helped out that team though. They had some cute looking girls. Anyways...one of the girl on that team even begged for me to stay, but then I wouldn't have had a spot on the lineup so it made no sense. Anyways...we ended up clobbering the team. I don't remember the final score but it was like 25-5. We had a hitting feast against the team. I was again 3 for 3. O...but I have to mention...they had a girl on their team that had a bullet for an arm. The girl could play! Too bad she's not on our team.