I Love Girls, Girls, Girls
What can I say?! Like the Jay-Z song goes....I love girls, girls, girls...
There is this girl name Hang who I have liked the first moment I met her. The more I am around her, the more I yearn for her. She is such a unique and one-of-a-kind individual. One which I have never met before. Her personality is so contageous. I do not know of anyone who has met her and did not like her straight off the bat. She just has that kind of affect on people. My problem is that I will never deserve a girl of this stature. I couldn't even dream of asking her out. She would be selling herself short being with me. She is so full of life and I am not. She is so pretty and so fit and I am neither. She is tall and I am not. She is so much more that I am not so there's no reason for her to ever want to be with me. I just keep biting my tongue everytime I'm around her.
There is this girl name C (won't use her full name). I've been chillin with her for years now. Only only problem. She's already got a boyfriend. Only that he lives in a different city. I'm not sure I have a good excuse why I hadn't tried anything with her. She's a really nice girl. I just think she is a lil immature for me. We really don't have that much in common. Only that we enjoy each other's company. We work cuz she likes to talk and I like to listen. She's kind of opposite to what Illnny would be. With Illnny I have more of a physical relation and not much more. With C, it's everything but the physical. I think if we had been more physical with each other, I might have already tried something. I guess it's always ying-and-yang. I've decided though that I'm gonna stop going out with C. I've been on her string for quite a while and I'm now gonna cut myself off from her string. It's only right. Especially that she's got a boyfriend and I know we're not going anywhere. The ending is already written. I'm just trying to jump to the end of the book cuz I know I'm only gonna get hurt in the end. It's almost deja-vu. I can't believe I hadn't already learned my lesson after Eli. The end was already written and I had just wasted my time.
There is this girl name Taylor. Wow! What a bombshell! I met her when she helped out on our softball team for the Derricks & Diamonds tournament. She is a bartender at Hooters. Tall, thin, blue eyes, blond, and so fine!!! Absolutely zero chance but if it weren't for softball, I wouldn't even be able to come close to a girl of her caliber. Cuz of softball, I got to talk to her all weekend long and even got hugs from her.
There are these girls name ?Auhona? and Laura who I met while volunteering for this year's MS150. They work for SLB as well, but out of the Rosharon location. At first I thought they were just a bunch of high school girls so I didn't even bother talking to them other than smiling and working besides them. Then when I found out they weren't, it was already a lil too late. When I had my chance to talk to Auhona and just about to spit out lines, I was cock-blocked by Illnny. Second time I had my chance, I got cock-blocked by a dude who was also volunteering. Ugh!...what luck!
There is this girl name Hang who I have liked the first moment I met her. The more I am around her, the more I yearn for her. She is such a unique and one-of-a-kind individual. One which I have never met before. Her personality is so contageous. I do not know of anyone who has met her and did not like her straight off the bat. She just has that kind of affect on people. My problem is that I will never deserve a girl of this stature. I couldn't even dream of asking her out. She would be selling herself short being with me. She is so full of life and I am not. She is so pretty and so fit and I am neither. She is tall and I am not. She is so much more that I am not so there's no reason for her to ever want to be with me. I just keep biting my tongue everytime I'm around her.
There is this girl name C (won't use her full name). I've been chillin with her for years now. Only only problem. She's already got a boyfriend. Only that he lives in a different city. I'm not sure I have a good excuse why I hadn't tried anything with her. She's a really nice girl. I just think she is a lil immature for me. We really don't have that much in common. Only that we enjoy each other's company. We work cuz she likes to talk and I like to listen. She's kind of opposite to what Illnny would be. With Illnny I have more of a physical relation and not much more. With C, it's everything but the physical. I think if we had been more physical with each other, I might have already tried something. I guess it's always ying-and-yang. I've decided though that I'm gonna stop going out with C. I've been on her string for quite a while and I'm now gonna cut myself off from her string. It's only right. Especially that she's got a boyfriend and I know we're not going anywhere. The ending is already written. I'm just trying to jump to the end of the book cuz I know I'm only gonna get hurt in the end. It's almost deja-vu. I can't believe I hadn't already learned my lesson after Eli. The end was already written and I had just wasted my time.
There is this girl name Taylor. Wow! What a bombshell! I met her when she helped out on our softball team for the Derricks & Diamonds tournament. She is a bartender at Hooters. Tall, thin, blue eyes, blond, and so fine!!! Absolutely zero chance but if it weren't for softball, I wouldn't even be able to come close to a girl of her caliber. Cuz of softball, I got to talk to her all weekend long and even got hugs from her.
There are these girls name ?Auhona? and Laura who I met while volunteering for this year's MS150. They work for SLB as well, but out of the Rosharon location. At first I thought they were just a bunch of high school girls so I didn't even bother talking to them other than smiling and working besides them. Then when I found out they weren't, it was already a lil too late. When I had my chance to talk to Auhona and just about to spit out lines, I was cock-blocked by Illnny. Second time I had my chance, I got cock-blocked by a dude who was also volunteering. Ugh!...what luck!
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